Emotions over riding upon soul

Like to be the best as human.
But the time come to prove, it vanish somewhere.
Being reverse of what I was suppose to..
Never fulfill my imagination.
Emotions is most weird sometime,
Don’t know how to act on,
Don’t know how to over ride.
Always believe him,
His hands approaches me,
Being with a great expectation, he gives up.
Still expecting my soul will act on..........